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adj. slightly windy 有微风的
contemplate *
v. think about something carefully for a long time 沉思;思忖
e.g. As he lay in his hospital bed that night, he cried as he contemplated his future.
destitute
adj. having no money, no food, and nowhere to live 贫困的;穷苦的
dismal
adj. bad and unsuccessful 差劲的
disposition *
n. willingness to do something 意向;倾向
e.g. He showed no disposition to follow our advice.
downfall
n. loss of success or power 垮台;衰落
elude
v. avoid or escape 逃避,躲避
e.g. Leaving home was just a way of eluding his responsibilities.
enrage
v. cause (someone) to become very angry 激怒;触怒
e.g. Plans to build a new nightclub in the neighborhood have enraged local residents.
enroll *
v. (AmE enrol) (BrE enrolled) officially arrange to join a school, university or course, or arrange for someone else 注册,入学;招(生)
e.g. I ) Is it too late to enroll at the college?
II ) She enrolled in a Women into Management course.
hound *
v. 追逼;不断地烦扰
e.g. Newcomers are constantly hounding them for advice.
impunity
n. (惩罚、损失、伤害等的) 免除
inhabit *
v. live (in a place) 居住
e.g. These remote islands are inhabited only by birds and animals.
lash *
v. speak very angrily to someone 严厉斥责
e.g. She lashed out at the injustice she saw.
lousy
adj. (especially spoken) very bad, unpleasant, etc. 糟糕的,劣等的
merciless *
adj. cruel or showing no kindness or forgiveness 无怜悯心的;不宽恕的
nag
v. keep complaining to someone about their behavior or asking them to do something 不断挑剔或批评(某人)
nicety
n. (usually plural) a small and exact point of difference or detail 微小的细节
e.g. By the end of the term, girls will have learnt the niceties of dinner party conversation.
premature *
adj. happening before the natural or proper time 过早的; done too early or too soon 仓促的
e.g. Lack of regular exercise increases the risk of premature death.
privilege *
n. a special advantage that is given to only one person or group of people 特有的权利或利益
e.g. As a teenager, she felt that living in Manhattan was a privilege she was lucky to have.
residence *
n. a house, especially a large one 房子,(尤指)大宅
shelter *
v. provide a place where someone or something is protected, especially from the weather or danger 遮蔽,庇护(如避雨、不受攻击等)
e.g. We were caught in a thunderstorm, without anywhere to shelter.
sin *
n. an action or type of behavior which is believed to break religious or moral laws 罪恶,罪孽
sufficient *
adj. enough or adequate 足够的
e.g. --Can you lend me some money for the journey?
--Yes, will $ 50 be sufficient?
tempt *
v. attract, arouse a desire in somebody 引诱;诱惑
e.g. It is the fresh fruit that tempts me at this time of the year.
transgression
n. breaking of a moral law or a rule of behavior 违反戒律
unaccustomed *
adj. (formal) not used to something 不习惯的
e.g. I'm unaccustomed to speaking in public.
Fall from University Grace[1]
Just as Adam was cast out of Eden[2], I was kicked out of university; but while his transgression was eating the fruit from the tree of knowledge, my sin was ignoring the tree. After my dismal performance in my first year of university, I contemplated the reasons for my failure. Now, I understand the two factors that contributed to my downfall: the lack of a career goal and premature independence.
Without a career goal, I lacked direction and motivation. About halfway through my final year of high school, I was hounded by my parents to enroll in university, but until that time I had not given any thought to what career I wanted to pursue. To silence their nagging, I told them I wanted to be an engineer. Though I got high marks in math, physics, and chemistry, I was bored with them, and my dislike of the sciences became apparent in the first four months of university. I failed all my science courses.
Had I been more motivated, I might have passed those courses, but I just wasn't ready for university. In fact, I wasn't ready for any career. I assumed that the amount of studying I did in high school—an hour per day—would be sufficient to attain respectable marks in university. I was wrong. Because I could not see myself as an engineer, I could not motivate myself to study harder; then I began looking for excuses to avoid studying.
Even when I was reading my textbooks, I wasn't studying. Daydreams of sleeping on a patch of cool grass on a breezy summer day intruded upon my concentration, chasing away calculus and physics theories. By the time the daydreams ended, I had forgotten most of what I had studied in the previous hour. As the midterm week drew closer, the daydreams grew longer while the study sessions grew shorter. Studying was avoidable as long as daydreaming was possible. I escaped often and as a result I failed my math, chemistry and physics exams.
Why didn't I transfer to another program? Why didn't I just drop out? First, my parents had paid for my tuition and I feared they would pull out their financial support and leave me destitute. Second, my aspirations were still cloudy, so if I transferred out of the engineering faculty[3] I would still lack direction. Without a definite goal, afraid of disappointing my strict parents, I remained in the program until Christmas, hopeful that my marks would improve as well as my disposition towards engineering.
However, passing grades eluded me, as did maturity. Coming from a small town and being unaccustomed to the fast-paced routine of campus life in a big city like Calgary, I inhabited the residence hall, believing that it would shelter me from competitive courses and merciless engineering professors. After the first month of adjustment, I learned that the place offered the niceties of home without the watchful eye of parents.
Snow fell in mid-December—final exam time—but I didn't notice either event, because I had become a creature of the night preying on full beer mugs in smoke-filled bars. A week later, snow covered every building on campus, which promised a white Christmas[4] for everyone but me: my exams had been returned and I had failed all my courses. I didn't care; neither did my friends, whose marks were equally bad. We bragged of our freedom from our parents, not realizing that their influence was more beneficial than the influence we had on each other. When my friends and I were not in the bar, we were playing cards in somebody's room or inviting ourselves[5] to parties held by other students in the residence hall.
At the time, my independence was exhilarating; freedom, denied me for eighteen years, was mine to experience and abuse. I got drunk with impunity. No angry mother awaited my return home at five in the morning. No enraged father tongue-lashed[6] me for lousy grades. But freedom had its price[7]: nobody told me to study harder; no one said that if I didn't get an eighty on my next three exams, I would fail; no one told me to take responsibility for my actions.
When Christmas day arrived, I found a "withdrawal from university" notice in my stocking. My refusal to claim responsibility for my actions and my abuse of newly gained independence and freedom from parental rule had combined to ensure my marks were below the passing grade and to make my Christmas black.
Unearned independence was the fruit from the tree of knowledge that tempted me and caused my downfall. Because I was not mature enough to accept the responsibility for my own future and because I abused my privileges of independence, I failed my first year of university. The causes of my downfall have taught me maturity and responsibility, and in the future I will not ignore the tree of knowledge again. Falling from Eden was enough to teach Adam; the same is true for me.
Phrases and Expressions
be unaccustomed to
be not used to something 不习惯
e.g. I ) They were unaccustomed to wearing suits and ties.
II ) I'm not accustomed to being treated like this.
III) She had not yet become accustomed to the fact that she was a rich woman.
cast out
(literary) force someone to go away 把某人赶走;逐出
e.g. They said he could cast out the demon (魔鬼) and heal the sick.
chase away
drive something away 赶走;驱逐
e.g. Ellen's return will help to chase away some of the gloom.
draw closer
(also draw nearer) approach 临近
e.g. I ) Next spring's elections are drawing closer.
II ) As the day set for departure drew nearer, I told my wife that I could not accompany them.
intrude upon
侵入;打扰
e.g. Do you feel anxious when unforeseen incidents intrude upon your day?
prey on
hunt and kill another animal for food 捕食(动物等)
e.g. The amphibians (两栖动物) were hunters, preying on worms and insects.
with impunity
not punished for doing something 不受伤害或惩罚
e.g. These gangs operate with apparent impunity. |
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