【经典名著阅读】《德伯家的苔丝》第十四章（下）
It was nearly bedtime, but she rushed downstairs and asked if she might send for the parson. The moment happened to be one at which her father's sense of the antique nobility of his family was highest, and his sensitiveness to the smudge which Tess had set upon that nobility most pronounced, for he had just returned from his weekly booze at Rolliver's Inn. No parson should come inside his door, he declared, prying into his affairs, just then, when, by her shame, it had become more necessary than ever to hide them. He locked the door and put the key in his pocket.那时快到睡觉的时候了，但是她却急忙跑到楼下，问要不要去请牧师。就在那个时候，她的父亲刚刚从每星期一次的罗利弗酒店酗酒回来，恰巧正是他对自己家是古老贵族这件事感觉最强烈的时候，也是他对苔丝给这个贵族之家染上的被宣扬得沸沸扬扬的污点感到最敏感的时候。他宣布绝不允许牧师进他的家门，探听他的隐私，因为那个时候，她的耻辱比过去更有必要掩盖起来。他就锁上门，把钥匙装进了自己的口袋里。
The household went to bed, and, distressed beyond measure, Tess retired also. She was continually waking as she lay, and in the middle of the night found that the baby was still worse. It was obviously dying - quietly and painlessly, but none the less surely.一家人都上床睡觉了，苔丝痛苦得无以复加，也只好上床睡了。她躺在床上，老是不断醒来，到了半夜，她发现孩子的病情更重了。很明显，孩子快要死了——安安静静地，也没有痛苦，但是确实快要死了。
In her misery she rocked herself upon the bed. The clock struck the solemn hour of one, that hour when fancy stalks outside reason, and malignant possibilities stand rock-firm as facts. She thought of the child consigned to the nethermost corner of hell, as its double doom for lack of baptism and lack of legitimacy; saw the arch-fiend tossing it with his three-pronged fork, like the one they used for heating the oven on baking days; to which picture she added many other quaint and curious details of torment sometimes taught the young in this Christian country. The lurid presentment so powerfully affected her imagination in the silence of the sleeping house that her nightgown became damp with perspiration, and the bedstead shook with each throb of her heart.她在痛苦中翻来覆去。时钟敲响了庄严的凌晨一点，就在那个时候，幻想才得以超脱理智，恐怖的可能才成为牢不可破的事实。在她的想象里，因为孩子没有受洗和是私生的这两重大罪，所以被打进了地狱中最深的一个角落里；她看见那个魔鬼头子手里拿起一把三刃的钢叉，把她的孩子又来叉去，那根钢叉和在烤面包时用来烧炉子的钢叉一样；在这幅图画里，她又添加了许多其它稀奇古怪的孩子遭受折磨的细节，那都是在这个基督教国家里给年轻人讲过的。睡觉的屋子里一片寂静，恐怖的场面太强烈了，因而她的想象也就更逼真，吓出了一身冷汗，把睡衣都湿透了，她的心猛烈地跳动着，每跳动一次，床也就震动一下。
The infant's breathing grew more difficult, and the mother's mental tension increased. It was useless to devour the little thing with kisses; she could stay in bed no longer, and walked feverishly about the room.婴儿的呼吸变得越来越困难了，母亲心里的紧张也跟着增加了。她无论怎样去吻那个孩子都无济于事；她在床上再也躺不住了，就焦急地在房间里走来走去。
'O merciful God, have pity; have pity upon my poor baby!' she cried. 'Heap as much anger as you want to upon me, and welcome; but pity the child!'“啊，慈悲的上帝啊，你发发慈悲吧；可怜可怜我这个苦命的孩子吧！”她大声喊着。“把你的愤怒尽管加在我的身上吧，我是心甘情愿的；但是你要可怜我的孩子呀！”
She leant against the chest of drawers, and murmured incoherent supplications for a long while, till she suddenly started up.她倚靠在五斗橱上，断断续续地低声作了半天祈祷，后来突然跳起来。
'Ah! perhaps baby can be saved! Perhaps it will be just the same!'“啊！也许这孩子还可以得救！也许那样办完全是一样的！”
She spoke so brightly that it seemed as though her face might have shone in the gloom surrounding her.她说话的时候，脸上也变得十分开朗了，仿佛掩藏在阴暗中的脸也发出了亮光。
She lit a candle, and went to a second and a third bed under the wall, where she awoke her young sisters and brothers, all of whom occupied the same room. Pulling out the washing-stand so that she could get behind it, she poured some water from a jug, and made them kneel around, putting their hands together with fingers exactly vertical. While the children, scarcely awake, awe-stricken at her manner, their eyes growing larger and larger, remained in this position, she took the baby from her bed - a child's child - so immature as scarce to seem a sufficient personality to endow its producer with the maternal title. Tess then stood erect with the infant on her arm beside the basin, the next sister held the Prayer Book open before her, as the clerk at church held it before the parson; and thus the girl set about baptizing her child.她点燃一根蜡烛，走到墙边第二张和第三张床的跟前，弟弟和妹妹都同她睡在一个房间里，她就把他们都给叫了起来。她又把洗脸架拉了出来，自己站到洗脸架的后面，从水罐里倒出一些水，让弟弟和妹妹跪在自己周围，把双手伸出来，五指伸直合拢在一起。那时候孩子们还没有完全清醒过来，见了她那个样子，直觉得庄严可怕，就保持着那种姿势，眼睛越睁越大。她从床上抱起婴儿——她是一个孩子的孩子——她还没有完全成熟起来，简直似乎没有资格享有那个孩子的母亲的称号。苔丝怀里抱着那个婴儿，笔直地站在脸盆的旁边，她的大妹妹站在她的面前，手里拿着已经翻开的祈祷书，就好像教堂的牧师助手拿着打开的祈祷书站在牧师面前一样；那个女孩子就这样开始为她的孩子洗礼。
Her figure looked singularly tall and imposing as she stood in her long white nightgown, a thick cable of twisted dark hair hanging straight down her back to her waist. The kindly dimness of the weak candle abstracted from her form and features the little blemishes which sunlight might have revealed - the stubble scratches upon her wrists, and the weariness of her eyes - her high enthusiasm having a transfiguring effect upon the fact which had been her undoing, showing it as a thing of immaculate beauty, with a touch of dignity which was almost regal. The little ones kneeling round, their sleepy eyes blinking and red, awaited her preparations full of a suspended wonder which their physical heaviness at that hour would not allow to become active.她穿着白色的长睡衣站在那儿，个子显得特别高大，神情显得特别威严，头上一条粗大的黑色辫子，从脑后一直垂到了腰下。蜡烛微弱而温和的亮光，掩盖了她身上和脸上的小毛病——麦茬在手腕上留下的划痕，眼睛里流露出的倦容，这些毛病在日光下也许就会暴露出来。她的那张脸曾经害了她，现在她的高度热情在她的脸上产生了美化的效果，表现出一种冰清玉洁的美，带有一种近似王后的庄严。那群小孩子跪在她的周围，睡意朦胧的眼睛红红的，一眨一眨的，等着她做好准备。他们心里充满好奇，不过他们身上的睡意太浓太重，不能够把心中的好奇弄明白。
The most impressed of them said:他们中间有一个感受最深，就说：
'Be you really going to christen him, Tess?'“你真的要给他行洗礼吗，苔丝？”
The girl-mother replied in a grave affirmative.那个少女母亲用庄重的态度作了肯定的回答。
'What's his name going to be?'“你给他取个什么名字呢？”
She had not thought of that, but a name suggested by a phrase in the book of Genesis came into her head as she proceeded with the baptismal service, and now she pronounced it: 她没有想到要取名字的事，不过在她继续进行洗礼仪式的时候，突然想到了《创世纪》里的一句话，那句话里提到一个名字，就随口念了出来：
'SORROW, I baptize thee in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost.'“苦楚，我现在以圣父、圣灵、圣子的名义为你行洗礼。”①
She sprinkled the water, and there was silence.她把水洒到孩子身上，一时静悄悄的。
'Say "Amen", children.'“孩子们，念‘阿门’。”
The tiny voices piped in obedient response 'Amen!'听了她的话，细小的声音跟着念“阿门”。
Tess went on:苔丝继续说：
'We receive this child - and so forth--'and do sign him with the sign of the Cross.'“我们接受这孩子，”——等等——“用十字架的符号为他画十字吧。”
Here she dipped her hand into the basin, and fervently drew an immense cross upon the baby with her forefinger, continuing with the customary sentences as to his manfully fighting against sin, the world, and the devil, and being a faithful soldier and servant unto his life's end. She duly went on with the Lord's Prayer, the children lisping it after her in a thin gnatlike wail, till, at the conclusion, raising their voices to clerk's pitch, they again piped into the silence, 'Amen!'念到这儿，她把手伸进脸盆里，用她的食指热烈地在孩子身上画了一个大十字，接着又继续念那些例行公事式的句子，比如要勇敢地同罪恶、世俗和魔鬼作战，一直到生命结束都要做一个忠实的战士和仆人。她按照规矩继续念主祷文，孩子们的声音小得像蚊子叫，跟着她一起念，念到结束的时候，他们都把声音提高到了牧师助手念的高度，又一起念了一声“阿门”，然后就没有一点儿声音了。
①《圣经·创世纪》第三章第十六节说：“我必多多增加你怀胎的苦楚，你生产儿女必多受苦楚。”
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