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Dear Shyness,
I am pushing you away to take my freedom and to have more fun. You have
bothered me for the last two years and I have had enough of you. You have
prevented me from making friends, ordering food and talking to people. You made
me nervous and afraid and smile for no reason. You even made me say or do the
wrong things and made me feel weird(怪异的) and mad at myself. Mr. Shyness, you
made me feel hopeless and not believe in myself and often the questions in my
heart were what I should do and what people would think of me. Mr. Shyness, I
have also discovered that you work with worries. You made me worry about the
sound of my voice and wonder if people would laugh at me.
But then one day I got rid of you and decided to be myself. I encouraged
myself and I was successful. I started ignoring(忽视) you and decided to do things
I wanted to do. So I looked in people’s eyes when I was talking. I didn’t give
you any time to attack me. Now I use my imagination against you and think
positively(主动地,积极地). I know that you have been telling lies about me and about
people. Now I know that I can do it and that people are nicer than what you
said.
John |
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