【经典名著阅读】《德伯家的苔丝》第十四章（中）

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        The eldest of the comers, a girl who wore a triangular shawl, its corner draggling on the stubble, carried in her arms what at first sight seemed to be a doll, but proved to be an infant in long clothes. Another brought some lunch. The harvesters ceased working, took their provisions, and sat down against one of the shocks. Here they fell to, the men plying a stone jar freely, and passing round a cup.那群孩子中年龄最大的一个是个姑娘，她披一块三角形披肩，披肩的一角拖在麦茬上，她的胳膊里抱着什么，最初看上去好像是一个洋娃娃，后来才证明是一个穿着衣服的婴儿。另一个手里拿着午饭。割麦子的人都停止了工作，拿出各自的食物，靠着麦堆坐了下来。他们就在这里开始吃饭，男人们还随意地从一个石头罐子里倒酒喝，把一个杯子轮流传着。
        Tess Durbeyfield had been one of the last to suspend her labours. She sat down at the end of the shock, her face turned somewhat away from her companions. When she had deposited herself a man in a rabbit-skin cap and with a red handkerchief tucked into his belt, held the cup of ale over the top of the shock for her to drink. But she did not accept his offer. As soon as her lunch was spread she called up the big girl her sister, and took the baby of her, who, glad to be relieved of the burden, went away to the next shock and joined the other children playing there. Tess, with a curiously stealthy yet courageous movement, and with a still rising colour, unfastened her frock and began suckling the child.苔丝·德北菲尔德是最后一个停下手中活儿的人。她在麦堆的另一头坐下来，把脸扭到一边，躲开她的伙伴。当她在地上坐好了，有一个头上戴着兔皮帽子、腰里皮带上塞了一块红手巾的男人拿着酒杯，从麦堆顶上递给她，请她喝酒。不过她没有接受他献的殷勤。她刚一把午饭摆好，就把那个大孩子、她的妹妹叫过来，从她的手中接过婴儿，她的妹妹正乐得轻松，就跑到另外一个麦堆那儿，和别的小孩一起玩了起来。苔丝脸上的红晕越来越红，她用悄悄的但是大胆的动作解开上衣的扣子，开始喂孩子吃奶。
        The men who sat nearest considerately turned their faces towards the other end of the field, some of them beginning to smoke; one, with absent-minded fondness, regretfully stroking the jar that would no longer yield a stream. All the women but Tess fell into animated talk, and adjusted the disarranged knots of their hair.坐在那儿离她最近的几个男人体谅她，把脸转到了地的另一头，他们中间还有几个人开始抽烟；还有一个健忘的人十分遗憾地用手摸着酒罐子，酒罐子再也倒不出一滴滴来了。除了苔丝而外，所有的妇女都开始热烈地说起话来，一边把头发上弄乱了的发结整理好。
        When the infant had taken its fill the young mother sat it upright in her lap, and looking into the far distance dandled it with a gloomy indifference that was almost dislike; then all of a sudden she fell to violently kissing it some dozens of times, as if she could never leave off, the child crying at the vehemence of an onset which strangely combined passionateness with contempt.等到婴儿吃饱了，那位年轻的母亲就把他放在自己的膝头上，让他坐正了，用膝头颠着他玩，眼睛却望着远方，脸色既忧郁又冷淡，差不多是憎恶的样子；然后，她把脸伏下去，在婴儿的脸上猛烈地亲了几十次，仿佛永远也亲不够，在她这阵猛烈的亲吻里，疼爱里面奇怪地混合着鄙夷，孩子也被亲得大声哭了起来。
        'She's fond of that there child, though she mid pretend to hate en, and say she wishes the baby and her too were in the church-yard,' observed the woman in the red petticoat.“其实她心里才喜欢那孩子，别看她嘴里说什么但愿那孩子和她自己都死了才好，”一个穿红裙子的妇女说。
        'She'll soon leave off saying that,' replied the one in buff. 'Lord, 'tis wonderful what a body can get used to o' that sort in time!'“过不了多久她就不会说那些话了，”一个穿黄颜色衣服的人回答说。“主啊，真是想不到，时间久了一个人就能习惯那种事！”

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        'A little more than persuading had to do wi' the coming o't, I reckon. There were they that heard a sobbing one night last year in The Chase; and it mid ha' gone hard wi' a certain party if folks had come along.'“我想，当初那件事并不是哄哄就成的。去年有一天晚上，有人听见猎苑里有人哭；要是那时候有人进去了，他们也许就不好办了。”
        'Well, a little more or a little less, 'twas a thousand pities that it should have happened to she, of all others. But 'tis always the comeliest! The plain ones be as safe as churches - hey, Jenny?' The speaker turned to one of the group who certainly was not ill-defined as plain.“唉，不管怎么说，这种事别的人都没有碰上，恰巧让她碰上了，真是万分可怜。不过，这种事总是最漂亮的人才碰得上！丑姑娘包管一点事儿都没有——喂，你说是不是，珍妮？”那个说话的人扭头对人群里一个姑娘说，要是说她长得丑，那是一点儿也没有说错。
        It was a thousand pities, indeed; it was impossible for even an enemy to feel otherwise on looking at Tess as she sat there, with her flower-like mouth and large tender eyes, neither black nor blue nor gray nor violet; rather all those shades together, and a hundred others, which could be seen if one looked into their irises - shade behind shade - tint beyond tint - around pupils that had no bottom; an almost standard woman, but for the slight incautiousness of character inherited from her race.的确是万分的可怜；那时候苔丝坐在那儿，就是她的敌人见了，也不会不觉得她可怜，她的嘴唇宛如一朵鲜花，眼睛大而柔和，既不是黑色的，也不是蓝色的，既不是灰色的，也不是紫色的；所有这次颜色都调和在一起，还加上了一百种其它的颜色，你只要看看她一双眼睛的虹彩，就能看出那些颜色来——一层颜色后面还有一层颜色——一道色彩里面又透出一道色彩——在她的瞳仁的四周，深不见底；她几乎是一个标准的女人，不过在她的性格里有一点从她的家族承袭来的轻率的毛病。
        A resolution which had surprised herself had brought her into the fields this week for the first time during many months. After wearing and wasting her palpitating heart with every engine of regret that lonely inexperience could devise, common-sense had illumined her. She felt that she would do well to be useful again - to taste anew sweet independence at any price. The past was past; whatever it had been it was no more at hand. Whatever its consequences, time would close over them; they would all in a few years be as if they had never been, and she herself grassed down and forgotten. Meanwhile the trees were just as green as before; the birds sang and the sun shone as clearly now as ever. The familiar surroundings had not darkened because of her grief, nor sickened because of her pain.她一连在家里躲了好几个月，这个礼拜第一次到地里干活，这种勇气连她自己都感到吃惊。她不谙世事，只好独自呆在家军，采用种种悔恨的方法，折磨和消耗她那颗不断跳动着的心，后来，常识又让她明白过来。她觉得她还可以再作点儿什么事情，可以使自己变得有用处——为了尝一尝新的独立的甜蜜滋味，她不惜付出任何代价。过去的毕竟过去了；无论事情过去怎样，眼前已经不存在了。无论过去带来什么样的后果，时间总会把它们掩盖起来；几年之后，它们就会好像什么事都没有发生一样，她自己也会叫青草掩盖，被人忘记了。这时，树木还是像往常一样地绿，鸟儿还是像往常一样地唱，太阳还是像往常一样地亮。周围她所熟悉的环境，不会因为她的悲伤就为她忧郁，也不会因为她的痛苦就为她悲伤。
        She might have seen that what had bowed her head so profoundly - the thought of the world's concern at her situation was founded on an illusion. She was not an existence, an experience, a passion, a structure of sensations, to anybody but herself. To all humankind besides Tess was only a passing thought. Even to friends she was no more than a frequently passing thought. If she made herself miserable the livelong night and day it was only this much to them--'Ah, she makes herself unhappy.' If she tried to be cheerful, to dismiss all care, to take pleasure in the daylight, the flowers, the baby, she could only be this idea to them - 'Ah, she bears it very well.' Moreover, alone in a desert island would she have been wretched at what had happened to her? Not greatly. If she could have been but just created to discover herself as a spouseless mother, with no experience of life except as the parent of a nameless child, would the position have caused her to despair? No, she would have taken it calmly, and found pleasures therein. Most of the misery had been generated by her conventional aspect, and not by her innate sensations.她也许看清了是什么使她完全抬不起头来——是她心里以为人世间老在关心她的境遇——这种想法完全是建立在幻觉之上的。除了她自己而外，没有人关心她的存在、遭遇、感情以及复杂的感觉。对苔丝身边所有的人来说，他们只是偶尔想起她来。即使是她的朋友，他们也只不过经常想到她而已。如果她不分日夜地离群索后，折磨自己，对他们来说也不过如此——“唉，她这是自寻烦恼。”如果她努力快乐起来，打消一切忧虑，从阳光、鲜花和婴儿中获取快乐，他们就又会这样来看待她了——“唉，她真能够忍耐。”而且，如果她独自一人住在一个荒岛上，她会为自己发生的字情折磨自己吗？不大可能。如果她刚刚被上帝创造出来，一出世就发现自己是一个没有配偶而生了孩子的母亲，除了知道自己是一个还没有名字的婴儿的母亲而外，对其它的事一无所知，难道她还会对自己的境遇感到绝望吗？不会，她只会泰然处之，而且还要从中找到乐趣。她的大部分痛苦，都是因为她的世俗谬见引起的，并不是因为她的固有感觉引起的。